why???I dont know....

Actually i was thinking that do we have option to choose??? yes we do have sometimes, but sometimes we don't have, because the path we were taken were decide...
maybe it just like after some finish form 6 and conitue thier study for Public university but one's who join in they cannot choose what they wanted to study...
well it doesn't seems so in private school as well... why? cause it decide by parents and wealth problem...
So it doesn't matter what road we are choosing or not the path we want we still need to continue to walk, we dont have other choices to choose and only a dead end if you wanted to walk a different road or else you knock down the wall and that time you going to change fate.......

My feeling and my thoughts are so waver these few day....
Why???? i dont know.... but some of my friends that i feeling just like hidding the something from me and maybe scare me.... who know??? only he know or he tell others???instead of me???
I am the type who easily get affected and waver just only a little something not quite big deal... but i will mind and keep thinking it why, why and why???
Althought I do have many friends but still I dont have a friends do real listen to what my heart is talking about...
You know we usually don't show something inside to others so easily so it depends what happen to them when they are just not so dare to open thier door and welcome you to understand him or her....

Many memory flow through....
Happy,normal,strange,funny,normal,confused,furious and many more, but as for some the most important are sad... once a emotion that hurt and make you sad, you will going to remember it or else it just not too sad, well you know....
Sad just like a a nail fix on your heart and it's hard to get it out....
I am one of those, i will never forget what happen as my own principle...
For me, that making me just so down and a little frustrated about are the friendship...
Why? maybe they dont trust me, hidding something from me, scare me and not dare to tell me why they scare me, speaks to me... or bla bla bla....well... i dont know...

I am just like thin white lining... although I do seems like strong that will not going affect much, still do you know what am I thinking inside???... you will going to feel tired and so unstable.Please...

1 more things......
so tired these few weeks..... waver feeling... 2 presentation.. 2 assignment.. 2 coursework test... and assignment I need to double up the job.... Anyone can help me???

(sorry for da broken english)

a Lot of things happen.....

How am i going to say..... but,
first haha... quite sometime i dint update my blog cause a lot of things happen...
education stuff lo.... oh gosh..... i still need to pass up 3 assignment and sit for 2 test next week... and last week i just finish my group dicussion....

to be continue..... XD

hehe...

hehe... kinda long time no write this blog ..... well as usual lazy .... so mayb will postponed to more later....>< sorry....

Over....

Hoho.... exam over lo.... thats why i no wrrite blog quite a time lo.... but i also dont have the inspire to write my blog... no idea what to write.....

now the exam over sure happy... but when the result come out dont know what will happen untill then... my exam over on the 14 september... the next day ... i went sing k with my friends...
no picture available cause forget to take picture... haiz....
den we accompany loon go shooping lo.... he buy a pair a shoe lo...
after shopping go home.... man we by bus go home... from SW to Wangsa... on the bus 1 and a half hour.... slow, long, boring.... dont know what to do except talking and looking out the windows...
untill here lo.... just for update some new story.... dont know what to write... ><

times... gone.....

Time goin fas..... but i should say that fast.... cause we are living 1 second per 1 second.... so we human are like this... when the past and the times past over we do say fast.... well it does fast......

Since steps in Tarcollege from now do alot of things happen....... and well now goin to finish up first semester.... goin to exam soon....... haiz........so guys... not only in tarcollege.... of coursee do well in exam to ensure a good result........ keep up the good work.... ganbateh........

well ... u know i goin to exam soon not writing so much things... + now lazy to write.... after exam i goin to edit photo to post up.....

很快...Gone so fast...

Wow ... last saturday, 22nd August 2009 my Tar College dance competition was over.... man i fast enough , before the competition was keep thinking .... oh man .... den now its over i am still thinking it was so fast.........
有时候我觉得时间很可怕，过的快，所流失的一切已成为历史....不能再从来，就算能也好岁月也是不能改变.....害怕时间的流逝....
time flows too fast.... terrified... days per days... old days per days.....
so we need to fight with tim enot wasting time... at least doin something when the times flow....

Those dance competition was fun and nice., damn high man... i capture some others group video as well.. well i just post mine of course... lazy to post other.... maybe in other days when i available.....
i just feel like goin 1 more time again.... haiz... hope here do have dance school....
可惜没有....我很多东西没办法实现.....

here are my video.....
MY dance crew, hip-hop dance...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lx2ee9elpOs

MY dance crew latin dance...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WFlqVeNEmQ

My dance crew, indian dance...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1jgVJS4Xmg


of course our dance not so well... we din't win.... haiz.... but nevermind is was enjoy afterall.... 最重要享受，体会过程.....
well.... u know....

unknown mixture.......

well, the world , also known as the stage....
the fate do call upon us when we goin to spilt the way and choose it...
but isit fate call upon us???
hmm.... not sure !!! why??? cause sometimes does the fate reallt isit a fate???
sometimes i does feel so so so miserable...
fate, haha fooling me before... thought so i can change it, but yet i really does thought so i can change it to a better??? ha.... well... i still stick on my own road....own path thats is decide to walk on me, decide by my fate, my parents or maybe sake of me... haha who knows....
maybe just a matter of times... we do can discover what the fate is....
althought i lose is... but at least i dont regret cause i have tried my best to make it to change... because sometimes fate is indefinite maybe also is definite as well....
dont surrender remember, for me maybe surrender like just betrayed yr own and your own soul... like thos who suicide...
see the world todays.... there are still many thats live so poor so stress and so pity, there are still walking on this planet todays... they are still living on... so do u so fas to commit suicide is so irresponsible and it cannot help to solve anything.... those who are not working like they are scrouge at the road side, they are still on thier foot for beg ... at least better those who steal....

well well well... why do i feel so miserable cause sometimes feel so so so lost.......
haha..... many question that i cant find the answer out of my mine or maybe from somewhere else...
haiz....why mine feeling is so complicated,dont knows...
anyone can tell me who do human live for???
so u know, many answer can come out but i dont know isit the answr that what i want, what i find...so many different people in the world, million and billion and more thought from brain are different... answer, every one own self answer of course will do for them to keep live on maybe... maybe some not need.....
some 1 things sometimes this come out from my mind... human live for suffer so in the path to rehab den maybe become mother nature~
and whr the mother natured come from???
religious all made by man ... maybe just only gods knows....

I'm of course still single now... sometimes watching those couple oh damn.... so so so sweet quite envy and jealous them... haha dont know.... maybe just matter of time as well...
i know thr are still many friends and people single just like me from the days that he or she born....
but still many of my friends saying thats girlfriends/boyfriends do really bring trouble to them...so why u still wanna be with he or she??? haha.... isit so trouble??? yeah right!!! of course sometimes thats in love also is a kind of extra feelings maybe that so u cant describe...well for me single or couple both also have its advantages and disadvantages...