Quite long time i dint write or update for a new post since the last post.... haha just the same old me .... lazy and slow poke... and sometimes just my feeling get buried and i try not to think about it... so in the end i just don't know what to write ... XD
Well.... but sometimes still will float to the surface and drag your memory back....
I was so hope that was me... those who could fulfill their dream, chase their dream and their passion grow and just follow.... i wish i could just follow too ....
Too bad i'm not in some countries that are so advance, free, no district and everything almost everything can be achieve...
Passion in me, i do struggle and fight for my dream and try to untie my fate that had kept and wrap me for a long time.... i had tried so hard until i get hurt so badly in deep, in the end still i can't achieve a single things... If so i do succeed in twisting my fate i still need money to support me, because today's world everything are about money....
I just wish to study abroad, i know many do wanna study abroad to those country that they dream since was small.... just like me tie up... Maybe like Japan or USA, could be a dancer, designer in animation or manga(comic) or maybe game.... etc...
Sit down alone in a room and reflect yourself from the miror or just plain white wall and recall back the passion, memory that had been buried where we can't achieve due to some situation, condition....
Firework in us just cannot spark well....
Passion, PASSION did not burnt and feel so restless.... Was so enthusiastic before, was so full of passion before, so naive and dream for it... Maybe that time so naive?
Nope i don't think so dream is a naive... Dream, Hope, Passion are those for me to fight for... sometimes we will feel so lost......
Where i had been ????? The road to take???
Just like bird trap in a cage or fish trap in fish tank~ Will lead us to wrong way, Maybe..... Maybe only just a dream?
Just hope one day passion still burnt~
