love....

what is partner?? partner can be defined as many terms like dancing partner, working partner , group partner, and boyfriend or girlfriend....
Love is just a part of our life... and thier end would lead to many ways...
sad ending, happy ending, die, Aids, real love, and etc...
i found out this video...


but i hate da video music.....

and here da post i found it is meaningful...
http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=398434162718&id=100000122937230&ref=mf

你和别人做一次爱的时间我要流多少血？
我推开他的房门
看到他正和一个女孩在床上
我稍稍一楞 马上说：“我在客厅等你.”于是我为他们这对狗男女关好了门
坐在客厅的一角 打开电视
女孩的包放在那 我随手打开
翻出一把修眉的刀片 很精致 很锋利
在我家从来见不到锋利的东西
因为我对它们有情结
而今天它就在我手上
我怎么会不去和它亲近
我那么爱它 爱它给我的感觉
手腕上总有突突跳的一处
象里面藏了个古怪的小动物
它想跳出来 于是
我用我热爱的锋利的刀片帮助了它
也帮助了自己 原来血流的速度可以这么快
我从容的点了支烟
继续看电视．一个男人对一个女人说＂我爱你
可是我不能和你在一起
我不能每天活在负罪感中．
＂**妈，扯什么蛋
男人真他妈自私 真他妈虚伪 真他妈懦弱
来世我要是男人 我爱谁就一定和谁在一起
无论怎样都不分开 除非 除非有一天不爱了


我的头越来越晕
电视里的狗男女唠唠叨叨说个没完
屋里的狗男女哼哼哈哈没结束
他在这方面的能力我是非常佩服的
控制力相当的出色
正当我胡思乱想的时候
那女的出来了 看到地板上的血尖叫了一声
他连内裤都来不及穿跑出来摇晃我
他说＂你这个傻女人，你至于这样吗？＂
我咧开嘴 想笑


背叛是肮脏 无耻的 可背叛又是正常的
因为人的天性里就有背叛的成分
很早以前就有一个关于人类的传说
传说人类最早是双性人
两个脑袋 四个胳膊 四条腿
因为背叛了上帝
所以上帝一怒之下把所有的人类都劈成了两半
从此才有了男人和女人
这以后 每个人都在寻找自己的另一半
找到之后又要背叛他 伤害他
其实伤害的是自己
因为很早很早以前你们是一个人 是一体的
人类就是这样 不停的背叛自己的爱人
不停的背叛自己这是一个诅咒 一切都源于人类对上帝的背叛



他坐在我的病床前在不停的说着
或许是在解释什么 我听不清楚
我的思绪不在他身上
我一直在使劲想有关人性这个问题


我出院的时候手腕上还缠着纱布
雪白雪白的 被阳光照上去 变的刺眼
我直接回了自己的住处收拾东西
我想我该离开了
我要去一个我原本应该在的地方
他来找我说：＂宝贝 你别走
你知道我爱你
我和那个女的只是玩玩的．＂
我看着他的眼睛 里面有一丝焦急
我想 那可能是真的
我用轻松的口气学周星星＜回魂夜＞里的台词：
＂你那么喜欢玩你自己玩吧 压力太大 我不玩啦＂


我给他的卡片上写着：
当你电话响起时你会把手伸进口袋
拿到电话的那一刻你会看到我最后给你留下的话
首先 我告诉你
我自杀不是想让你内疚让你后悔让你反省
我只是想知道你和别的女人做一次爱的时间
我能流多少血 现在我知道了 是1000cc
我爱你 所以我不会再和你待在一块
因为我无法忍受你对我也是对你自己的背叛
我觉得肮脏恶心 占有欲是人的共性
我也是一样的 你不会再找到我
我会在中途下车 然后去一个我应该去的地方
你不会知道那是哪
手机上有三个未接电话是吗？
那是我最后一次对你说我爱你。

hope u guys know how to read chinese...

so does love means so important to all of us??? well i think that answer maybe yes...
well as i know some cant be single in thier status... at least must have GF or BF just because they get the inlove feeling
and do love meant make love??? no of course... so please if u want to do that kind of things can... but at least with your GF under protected sex... well i not came here to support and agree unmarried sex.... well at least done thier best...
Isit so hard to become single... well maybe for some... but for me... I don't think so... i have been alone, single for 19 years... well i can said that it feel lonely sometimes when u cant find someone to talk with when alone... at least we got friends to cheers with... I'm a guy but maybe not that kind of guy go tackle girls... i means like express your feeling to her, but maybe i will consider girl come to express thier feeling to me..XD haha.. joking ><..... but before that i make it clear i will if i met someone that enough to move my heart.... cause sometimes love is blind and colourfull....
so what ??? I'm single and i declare that easy to stay alone... if never been inlove b4... but still when harsh time... u cant find someone to complain, release your words in your heart... but me never open my door to my friends... or best friends, pals.... well no offence... cause i just feel not to do so.... dont know why...
Maybe in future i will meet someone ....

P/S if u cant understand those chinese word tell me... i will try and translate...

Contentment...

Please look well to the world... the world is changing...
but one thing that doesn't change is the condition of some place in africa...
what's the matter??? the matter they are poor, drinking unclean water from river that caused worm born under thier skin, no electric... and etc so human only want to be live well of course not living in poverty...
i watch this video on facebook... well indeed that his sound great and really kinda touch....



Oh come on... please be contentment... why there are still some ppl dont know how to stop complaining ... well of course i know that some place, something it is worth to complaining like country, attitude and behave....
look the video... yet still many ppl waitting and wanting us to lend a hand for them... and do they complain that they don't live well or why thier life is just like a worm.... maybe not or maybe yes.... but me as well sometimes still complaining... but i try...

kinda awkward...

er... exam over... and i need a little time to write da blog, well you know i mean to continue update new post... so in few days ...maybe...
Lazy and feeling stopping me from writting... >_<||