Actually i was thinking that do we have option to choose??? yes we do have sometimes, but sometimes we don't have, because the path we were taken were decide...
maybe it just like after some finish form 6 and conitue thier study for Public university but one's who join in they cannot choose what they wanted to study...
well it doesn't seems so in private school as well... why? cause it decide by parents and wealth problem...
So it doesn't matter what road we are choosing or not the path we want we still need to continue to walk, we dont have other choices to choose and only a dead end if you wanted to walk a different road or else you knock down the wall and that time you going to change fate.......
My feeling and my thoughts are so waver these few day....
Why???? i dont know.... but some of my friends that i feeling just like hidding the something from me and maybe scare me.... who know??? only he know or he tell others???instead of me???
I am the type who easily get affected and waver just only a little something not quite big deal... but i will mind and keep thinking it why, why and why???
Althought I do have many friends but still I dont have a friends do real listen to what my heart is talking about...
You know we usually don't show something inside to others so easily so it depends what happen to them when they are just not so dare to open thier door and welcome you to understand him or her....
Many memory flow through....
Happy,normal,strange,funny,normal,confused,furious and many more, but as for some the most important are sad... once a emotion that hurt and make you sad, you will going to remember it or else it just not too sad, well you know....
Sad just like a a nail fix on your heart and it's hard to get it out....
I am one of those, i will never forget what happen as my own principle...
For me, that making me just so down and a little frustrated about are the friendship...
Why? maybe they dont trust me, hidding something from me, scare me and not dare to tell me why they scare me, speaks to me... or bla bla bla....well... i dont know...
I am just like thin white lining... although I do seems like strong that will not going affect much, still do you know what am I thinking inside???... you will going to feel tired and so unstable.Please...
1 more things......
so tired these few weeks..... waver feeling... 2 presentation.. 2 assignment.. 2 coursework test... and assignment I need to double up the job.... Anyone can help me???
(sorry for da broken english)
